well I guess I am the type to hide their true feelings from other people, so if you think you know what I'm feeling, you probably don't. I must admit, there was a time, and I'm glad its over where I just felt like I didn't belong, I was alone, either it being with my friends and talking at lunch time or more over just being by myself. Only 2 people noticed at that time, the way I didn't talk as much or didn't seem to play around and gave me some advice and usually my cynical self and thinking that nothing could help me, well this advice did. There aren't words I can use to thank my helpers but to let you know, I owe you so much, it is unaccountable. You know how people say a person has two faces? well I guess it can be applied to me sometimes. I put on a happy face even though inside I might feel the complete opposite and that, sometimes is for the best, not for me but to keep the happiness of other people which I think is important. I bet people wouldn't believe I'm this type but I admit it I am and it's a part of me.

well I guess I am the type to hide their true feelings from other people, so if you think you know what I'm feeling, you probably don't. I must admit, there was a time, and I'm glad its over where I just felt like I didn't belong, I was alone, either it being with my friends and talking at lunch time or more over just being by myself. Only 2 people noticed at that time, the way I didn't talk as much or didn't seem to play around and gave me some advice and usually my cynical self and thinking that nothing could help me, well this advice did. There aren't words I can use to thank my helpers but to let you know, I owe you so much, it is unaccountable. You know how people say a person has two faces? well I guess it can be applied to me sometimes. I put on a happy face even though inside I might feel the complete opposite and that, sometimes is for the best, not for me but to keep the happiness of other people which I think is important. I bet people wouldn't believe I'm this type but I admit it I am and it's a part of me.